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Life in Rewind

Life in Rewind

By Terry Weible Murphy, Michael A. Jenike, Edward E. Zine ~ “Time equals progression— progression equals death.” The equation is logical. But few of us think of each moment and each physical movement as comprising a path to our certain end. Surely such torture would drive us mad. But for Ed Zine, who suffers from a debilitating form of OCD, this statement is a mantra that holds him prisoner—figuratively and literally.

Ed’s OCD tells him, illogically, that if going forward in time moves him closer to death, reversing the action will carry him away from it, and if he can hold back the progression of time he will not age. If he doesn’t age, the people he loves will never die. This obsession, triggered by the horrific experience of having secretly witnessed his mother’s death at the age of eleven, keeps him trapped in a nightmare of perpetual rewinding rituals. Walking from his bed to the bathroom takes seven to ten hours and 16,384 precise, but necessary, movements forward and backward, with each step and turn having potentially dire, even fatal, consequences—or so his OCD convinces him.

It would be a full year from their first meeting before Ed would come to fully trust world-renowned OCD specialist, Harvard professor, and decorated Vietnam War hero Michael Jenike enough to allow him to enter the dark prison created by his isolating obsession. The bond of honor that intertwines their lives enables Ed to use his amazing mind to break down OCD and heal himself as a way to reward Dr. Jenike for his compassion.

NOMINATED by: Christine Bakos-Block, IOCDF Professional Member

 Life in Rewind is a compelling true story of dedication,determination, and triumph over seeming hopelessness. This book is a must read for anyone wanting to know more about OCD, or for anyone looking for inspiration. – Christine Bakos-Block, IOCDF Professional Member, Peace of Mind Foundation

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